Solitary Seraph
10-20-2006, 11:04 PM
So, I just spent 15 dollars to drive 3 hours to come visit my parents over fall break. Yeah, 15 dollars big deal I know. But I only have 30 to my name.
I get home, and my dad's pretty cool, he's friendly and everything. My stepmom comes home while i'm asleep and I hear her, so i wake up, drag my ass out of bed, and go downstairs. She says "Oh, well...HI, How are you!" I say "I'm good..." as I watch her almost RUN into the bedroom.
So. I decide she's pissed off at me. I dont go see her when she comes home. So it's time to eat, and I go downstairs. I take one bite of my dinner when all of the sudden they both start ripping into me. It starts off with "YOU HATE ME BECAUSE YOU WONT COME SEE ME AND WE DO ALL THIS FOR YOU" and progresses to how I'm the reason my grandmother doesnt call them. Because I called her, when I was running out of money and looking for a job, and told her "My parents stopped sending me money cause they want me to get a job. So if I could borrow some, until I get a job, that'd be really awesome." So they agree. Apparently this is the reason they arent talking to my parents.
My dad went on this huge spiel about how I'm a bastard, a fuck, a dickhead, etc, etc, because I treat my stepmom like shit. And that it was all my mother's fault. Jesus christ, she treats me like I'm Damien, and I try to be nice but I can't take that shit 24/7. So, I'm getting screamed at, and theyre like YOU NEVER CALL US BECAUSE YOURE THE DEVIL, and they take.
my cell phone. I never call ANYONE except them on it, so it's like theyre shooting themselves in the foot.
Then they decide that I'm not welcome for any breaks, unless I call them and let them know how i'm doing, and get a job. 1) hwo do i call when i have no money, and 2) its hard as shit to get a job here where i can get to it more than twice a week.
They then rave on, and decide that me being depressed is bullshit and just for attention.
After that, they start to calm down, until my stepmom decides i havent had enough, and keeps repeating all the horrible stuff i've done (like, you know, misbehave in kindergarten) and my dad gets pissed off again. This bullshit keeps going for two. hours.
Then they decide that I'm out of the house and not welcome. So I'm broke and I have nowhere to go. Once tomorrow rolls around I have to leave. :D
Oh, and since i have 15 dollars ,and i cant ge tinto my dorm until late sunday, I think I'm going to be sleeping in a car unless my moms home.
I get home, and my dad's pretty cool, he's friendly and everything. My stepmom comes home while i'm asleep and I hear her, so i wake up, drag my ass out of bed, and go downstairs. She says "Oh, well...HI, How are you!" I say "I'm good..." as I watch her almost RUN into the bedroom.
So. I decide she's pissed off at me. I dont go see her when she comes home. So it's time to eat, and I go downstairs. I take one bite of my dinner when all of the sudden they both start ripping into me. It starts off with "YOU HATE ME BECAUSE YOU WONT COME SEE ME AND WE DO ALL THIS FOR YOU" and progresses to how I'm the reason my grandmother doesnt call them. Because I called her, when I was running out of money and looking for a job, and told her "My parents stopped sending me money cause they want me to get a job. So if I could borrow some, until I get a job, that'd be really awesome." So they agree. Apparently this is the reason they arent talking to my parents.
My dad went on this huge spiel about how I'm a bastard, a fuck, a dickhead, etc, etc, because I treat my stepmom like shit. And that it was all my mother's fault. Jesus christ, she treats me like I'm Damien, and I try to be nice but I can't take that shit 24/7. So, I'm getting screamed at, and theyre like YOU NEVER CALL US BECAUSE YOURE THE DEVIL, and they take.
my cell phone. I never call ANYONE except them on it, so it's like theyre shooting themselves in the foot.
Then they decide that I'm not welcome for any breaks, unless I call them and let them know how i'm doing, and get a job. 1) hwo do i call when i have no money, and 2) its hard as shit to get a job here where i can get to it more than twice a week.
They then rave on, and decide that me being depressed is bullshit and just for attention.
After that, they start to calm down, until my stepmom decides i havent had enough, and keeps repeating all the horrible stuff i've done (like, you know, misbehave in kindergarten) and my dad gets pissed off again. This bullshit keeps going for two. hours.
Then they decide that I'm out of the house and not welcome. So I'm broke and I have nowhere to go. Once tomorrow rolls around I have to leave. :D
Oh, and since i have 15 dollars ,and i cant ge tinto my dorm until late sunday, I think I'm going to be sleeping in a car unless my moms home.